Creative Block is pretty common. I had some time to think about what was hindering me for (in my own book of "Impossible Self-Standards") far too long. After a year and a half of giving serious relationships a rest, having plenty of "who the heck am i?" time, art expansion, and contemplation, I still have quite a few torns, both emotionally and mentally towards getting close to others.
How can having trust and relationship difficulties have anything to do with not being able to get work done? Like I said before, the thoughts that I haven't worked enough on creep back in during the quiet times, which is the setting I tend to find myself in while at work. Sometimes I cheat and listen to music channels. Loudly. But this only works for so long, and I have finally realized that I need some work on my "neck-up".
I am a bit nervous for this new round of exploration via professionals, because I know that it churns up quite a bit. I should be expecting some crazy dreams. Good dream diary references (always a bring side, right?) Whatever comes up, I know that it is reaching towards my next level - whatever that looks like.